I have had quite an interesting couple weeks recently with the 'visit' of my land-owner friend, a US Social Security glitch and a border hop. I survived it all and am begining to process the reality as opposed to the survival mode I've been living in while getting through all this.
I find it totally amazing that I have so many good friends! I have had wonderful support, a place to stay with privacy and freedom which also included the sharing of meals when I wanted. I've had 2 offers of marriage to solve the border hop issues! (okay that is truely flattering). Another friend invited me to join him at his rather fancy restaraunt for a brownie yesterday - which by the way was a killer chocolate love fix - the friendship, conversation and chocolate with raspberries definately changed my mood from the low grade sad - 'I can't think what to think'. I have been able to breathe more deeply and am begining to process 'next step' ideas throughout the night and early morning. I feel myself returning from what seemed like a whirlwind of shock.