Wander-less?
I have been in a wandering mode for a number of years. Mentally wandering, attempting to discover either my mistakes or a new goal in life or looking for something and not really knowing what that something was. Physically wandering because nothing has felt like home, or felt safe enough to relax or be completely myself. Physically trying on new locations, new situations to see if a 6 month house sit fit - nope too long a time alone, without communication, with robberies it just wasn´t safe. Physically re-connecting with my parents to find out that I didn´t know them nor did they know me. I had a good time with them until one of them got ill and a lot of things changed, I tried to find a solution to what they told me where their needs. Unfortunately something wasn´t satisfactory on some level and they changed plans. I got a lovely goodbye hug and even a kiss on the cheek as they left my life for the final time. I physically changed locations aga...