Simply, Lesa

I'm Simply in the midst of a decision nightmare! My head hurts. My eyes are blurry. I feel unsettled and it seems that Ozzie's feeling sick. I learned that the Dome i bought was a great space and so not right for me. I spent a weekend in a nearby town. Went dancing and walked a lot and really enjoyed living. I drove a friend of mine to another town for shopping. Another day took a friend to pick up their new to them truck. I attended my friend's wedding and stayed out later than normal. Over the past weeks I've designed and redesigned tiny homes for myself. And just shelved all those ideas. I've posted the dome for sale. Sat outside in the windy sunshine and answered phone calls and emails. A friend's mom died - i will house sit when they go to the service. I feel like its difficult to advise others on tiny home and nomadic lifestyles when I'm unsure of my own life and home right now. (Yes i sometimes consult on people's trailer or van choic...

Morning all! I've been busy running the roads in my home area this week.  Man is my back sore. I'm pretty tired of sitting down lol. I did get a delivery or two. I finally replaced and upgraded my radio. It was important to me that I have multiple sources of power as well as more stations. Choice is a form of freedom. I'm loving this new version of an emergency radio  complete with NOAA emergency settings  and weather stations. I got it through Sportsmans Warehouse for around  $50. And off to do a bit more clean up here before taking a break to duh drive again - but in order to go dancing!  It's Simply time to have a life! All this survival mode is getting to me.

A life equation that I learned years ago. Perhaps from Byron Katie although I don't recall exactly.  Was that Suffering is when a Truth and a Belief don't match. I have wondered about why my life has gone the direction it has. And yes I have at different times felt that I would never be strong enough to survive the suffering that I felt. I couldn't settle in my thoughts, why God (the all that is all) gave me this event or that trauma or another storm to weather or yet another of lifes curve balls! And then it occurred to me that I had been taught early in life that I had no choice or control. Although I got my share of free will by being born a human, I was taught to bend it always to what I was given by the unseen forces of life.  That is the events set in motion at the beginning of time by God - that power greater than all or that is the all that is all. I was also taught that if I did the"right" things in life, like putting other people and their feelin...

Update on my Ozzie's health... since taking meds for epilepsy, Ozzie has only had two seizures that I know about. He's a little more clingy and seems to not like being alone, understandably.